So this isn't a secret or anything, but Jesse great job on the post card thing you made! It looks amazing, maybe you should go into graphic design? Oh man I shouldn't even joke about that haha!
I am so sorry to hear that! :( I admire the courage you had to post your secret here. You have the support of Genesis Project and its members. Let me or Derrick know if we can help in any way.
I have pictures of you in my phone still... I look at them and remember how life was and wish with all my heart that things had never changed. I still love you.
I try to tell people, or hell, even myself that I'm finally getting over you. I'm not. I still love you. Deeply and undconditionally. But I will continue FOREVER to be the best friend. Even though it's killing me.
I have love to give to everyone, but less or none to the people who betray or hurt me even once. I will never tolerate people who treat me badly. and not associate with indiviuals who don't have the balls to better themselves. This world was made to better all aspects of life. If you don't better yourself at least try. If you don't try don't complain. I have loved and lost many a man, but little did they know I didn't love them because they were not on my level of life. I have enough life energy to give love to others, but under no circumstance will I allow them in my heart as quickly as before. The tree that bends in the heaviest of winds will not break. I will keep searching for the heart that can live alongside mine. Hope is beautiful.
I wonder how people can judge me, and my life; especially when they expect the same. Most people here in SE Idaho live in the norm, thats why I hate most of them; not cause I am better
I wonder when a guy is going to value me for me and not pretend or tell me things that I want to hear. I am a strong person, but this is one area that hits me the hardest.
Your actions speak volumes. When something doesn't go the way that YOU want to turn away. Yes I messed up, but I thought our friendship was stronger . . . I guess not. Although you may be nice to everyone you are still selfish and self centered. I guess our friendship was nothing to you except getting what you wanted and needed . . . Goodbye, thank you for teaching me things.
A favor, One Night, A nude Picture, A chance, My Time, My Attention, My undying gratitude, The rest of my life.
I'm so tired of everybody expecting SOMETHING from me! And when I can't give it you, you hate me, blame me, make me the reason why everything is going wrong in your life.
I'm only one person. I'm only human. I wish I was more.
Goodbye. . . to the old me. The one that was hurt, resentful, and caddy. I realized that when I am this way I hurt myself the most. Hello to me, someone who is important, grateful, and caring.
As I was driving today, I realized how much I got caught up in trying to be accepted by others. I got off track and let the scale balance too much in one direction. I thought why did I do this? As I ponder I came to conclusion that all I wanted was to be accepted. As I read the posts it seems to be a running topic that most of us want and that we will go to the extremes to find it. I think I lost track of who I am. By grounding myself again I realize that all things happen for a reason and that when I accept myself others will follow suit.
I tried . . . what can I say. I let my vunerable side out and told you my feelings. You lifted me up with hopes of dates, getting to know each other, being something more . . .
I tried . . . I tried to show you who I am as a person. I tried to be there for you and let you know that you were important in my life. I tried to understand you and never expect more than what you could give.
learned a very important lesson today. You gotta live your life everyday even though it may seem like your going through hell it only gets better. Whats one day in the thousand of days that youre going to be alive? You are important to someone! You could be the reason someone smiles so much. You could change the world but all you think that you can do right now is change a boy. Well get over it! Live your life don't be afraid to wake up to a better day than yesterday because yesterday will never happen again!
I keep want to start this comment with ‘good’ or ‘nice’ or ‘great’ but none of these seems strong enough, or appropriate enough for what you just posted.Just fantastic and mind blowing blog keep it up..!!! acai berry
I check your myspace at least once a week in the hopes that the two of you broke up. No, I don't want you back, I just want you to see what a big mistake it was that you left me for them. Suck it. Oh, and when you call and ask to hang out, maybe I will, but you lost your one and only chance with this.
The thing that makes me sad about our entire experience together is that you gave up an opportunity when something was just starting. We didn't give it a chance. My heart hurts more than I thought it would . . .
Yesterday was World Aids Day and there was a program last night to honor it. It saddened and disappointed me to only see 2 or 3 GP members when you can go to coffee or an activity and see at least 20 members . . . What a great gay community we have :(
is a community-building program, organized by and for young gay, bisexual, and curious men, ages 18-35. The main goal of Genesis Project is to create a safer and stronger community in Southeast Idaho where young men can feel empowered to make a difference in their own lives, the lives of their peers, and in their community. We promote making healthy and safe lifestyle choices. One of our main focuses is HIV and STD prevention. By building a community where young men feel safe, strong, and empowered, we hope they will take the steps to protect themselves from sex hazards and have healthy relations with their partners, peers, and community. At Genesis, our goal is to provide gay, bi, and curious men with all the information and tools necessary make smart decisions and lead a healthy life.
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